What does depression look like?

NEGI RK Friday, December 11, 2020

Depression doesn’t have a particular face.

We all make a mistake in life by not heeding to our family who have nurtured us raised us for years and falling prey to the words of entirely new ppl in our lives.

Well this is what hormones can do in life.

Anyways its good that you have recovered from the trauma .

Having gone though such times in life I can tell you,nothing is worth leaving your family and no pain in life cant be overcome if you have support of your family.

Cheers.

(PS:This answer contains pictures. So people trying to comment that its making Quora into Instagram please scroll away)

(When I was in relationship)

(After he dumped me. This ones from my b’day)

I don’t look sick but I’m only faking a smile through my lips.

I went into severe depression after breakup with my then boyfriend.

He acted as the perfect man, promising a perfect relationship. He was 3yrs senior to me. Our family was aware of our relationship and didn’t object.

We belonged from same hometown but he was working in a different city. To be close he wanted me to shift to his city for higher studies. Being the stupid I was in love with him, I believed him and left my parents behind to live in an entirely new city which was a 2hr30mins flight time away. ( I’m my parents only daughter)

But, Once he had me hooked, he slowly and gradually turned into a nightmare.

The day I landed in the city, He tells me “ Mujhe kuch time chahiye…humlog ek dusre se koi baat nhi karenge aur agar mein tumhe aur kabhi phone nhi karta hu toh samajh lena hum iss relationship mein or nhi hai “ ( lets not talk with each other. And if i dont contact you anymore then take it as I have moved on/quit)

A lot of drama followed later. He came back for a short while. And again he got down and dirty, by indulging his sociopathic games, playing with my feelings out of boredom, cheating and lying without any sense of remorse or guilt or care for the pain he’s inflicting.

He cheated me for another girl and left me eventually . (just before my Semesters.)

I begged and begged but he didn’t return.

He just stopped feeling anything for me.

I left my Masters for a few months.

I’m fortunate to have my family’s back whenever I needed. Through their support I healed.

Yes, I’ve been the girl desperate and needy for love & affection.

I’m that girl who believes that there’s no thing above love.

I’m sure there are many like me but, I also agree that it’s not something to be proud of since it makes you lose your self-respect and vulnerable only to be misused by people.

But, thats how I am.